September....

This has been a full month.  It's only the 16th.  Shit.  School started with a big zit which made me smile and feel like at least something was familiar.   I am already starting to lag behind and fail at everything... laundry's not caught up, baby hasn't had a bath in a couple of days, homework is coming due and isn't done, my garden hasn't been weeded in weeks (gasp!) and now, as well as suffering my own sense of self disgust and disappointment, I begin to feel the mystery of marriage.... someone else knows me and my habits well enough to be duly disappointed in me as well!  This is probably the worst part of marriage, the one person you really want to be impressed by you knows you well enough to be frustrated and disappointed by you.  ok... getting repetative and mundane, must sleep now